Saturday, May 31, 2003AH.. DON'T READ.. YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND.. TERENCE: really hate scouts but i somehow still have this undying passion for it.. argh.. slept late last night because of scouts.. then wake up so fucking early so go school for geog lecture and i was still late for the damm lect.. was so damm tired and sleepy today.. every transport i took, i slept.. fucksss manzzz.. anyway things got better after the lect.. went on about to take pictures in town for the survey.. went to scotts to have breakfast with the class.. then later we wandered around and ended up at Mos Burger at Toa Payoh.. we sat there and did some work.. oh and i tired the new seafood rice burger, its nice!!!! we left toa payoh at 1300 and we went on our seperate ways and things just screwed up from here.. went to bishan scouts HQ for a meeting and found out that i passed my damm hike log.... the fucking fucked up thing was that i wasn't jumping for joy, smiling and having a euphoric time.. instead, i had mixed feelings.. i have comed so far now, i want to give up!! but i can't if i give up, all that i did for the one and a half years would be wasted... i am mixed up and confused and i don't have anyone to turn to except the scout leaders.. this sucks terribly man!!!!! fuck!! walking on such a fucked up path alone.. i hate it.. why must it be like that??? fuck fuck fuck.. chow wee is trapped in the study realm, i fully understand why.. marcus has went to the stage where he finds that without scouts, life is totally freedom!!! nothing to worry, nothing to hand in, nothing to do... and sean chee is studying also.... and passing this hike means that i am one step ahead of them.... which means that i will be the only one pursueing it because they do not have the interest in the hike at all so they are not going for president scout award.... i really want to delete this entry and type another one because most of you wouldn't understand what i am typing that's why i wrote that first sentence.. for those who are lost, so sorry just kindly wait for the next entry and for those who do, you didn't waste your time lah!! LISTENING TO BOXCAR RACER - ELEVATORposted by Terence on 10:35:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Friday, May 30, 2003TERENCE: Sports Carnival today...... i was late for this damm thing man.. anyway, that's besides the point. I so love my class now.. nice people = nice class = I LOVE them all !!! for the past few days, we stayed back till late to practise for the cheerleading competition and it PAID OFF..!!! WHOO HOOO !!!!!!! we got FIRST man!!!!!!!! this proves something.. better poms poms doesn't mean that you will win. it all boils down to practise.. so T9!! we deserve the win we own it to ourselves... i am really glad that we won!! after the Sports Carnival, eleven of us went to Sakae Sushi at the Heerens to have our "breakfast-lunch-dinner".. we sat in for the buffet from 1500 to 1730... ate and crap a WHOLE DAMM LOT...!!!! we cheated Sakae too.. threw leftover food into a ziplock bag so that we need not pay for the wastage.... oh ya and we took a damm LOT of photos as well.. well sadly, all left for home after that......... So i made my way to meet fad and mel at Lido at 1900.. carline joined us soon and we bought tickets to Bruce Almighty ( damm funny show!!!) we cheated the cinema as we sneaked in fad and later lorraine as well..!!! hahaha!! ya man!! movie watching is reel expensive.. but we got it at a cheaper price already lah.. after the movie, it was left we mel and i as the rest left for home... accompanied mel to LJS at Far East Level 1 for his dinner and then Jia Wei came to join us later.. talk for awhile and i left for home too.. I GOT LESSONS AT 0730 LATER OK?? so mel accompanied jia wei and jeslin, who came later, to newton for more food....... slept all the way home and now i am fucking bothered with scouts... it WAS a damm good (to think that i cheated two firms) and fun (because we got first for cheerleading) day but now.. i got meetings to attend, fucking short deadlines to meet, short as in a few hours time as well... fucks.. argh!! FUCK is the word.... LISTENING TO FINGER ELEVEN - CAROUSELposted by Terence on 11:27:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Monday, May 26, 2003TERENCE: today was a fine day.. i wasn't tired at all.. but school was hectic.. so much work.. and so much of it not done.. i mean, this is school, if not it wouldn't be called school right? i ended at 1350 and went to town.. was suppose to go find a present for lily but then mel said that she's leaving after the holidays so i have more time to get it.. =) and ya coming to this part, so sorry christie.. heh..! so anyway, zhiqin. mel and i met up and we went to the back of Far East for a puff.. we sat down at the bridge and talked and smoked.. talking cock and about stuff and then suddenly this big group of J1s came walking.. they walked past us to the mulit-story carpark.. ha! to do what you might asked.. what else right?? to smoke lah.. i was just shocked at the amount of people.. they had like 7 - 8 people.. so we continued doing our stuff when another group of J1s joined us.. haha Clifford [i really really hope that Hannah doesn't read this] and his friends, one of them is neil spencer, my first three months classmate who got expelled because he was caught smoking by Michael Tan (hahaha!!) .. after smoking, we left the bridge and met carline eating roti john.. THANKS FOR THE TEABREAK CARLINE!! after that, we parted and went on our seperate ways.. on the way home, i start having runny nose and then i finally went to the doctor for medication.. and i got a MC too!! whoo hoo!! no school on Tuesday!! gonna sleep.................................. TO LESLEY: how come got no more tagboard to let us bitch about you???!!!??? TO MELVIN: mel, no point getting upset that our friend became like that.. although you know him longer then i do, i encountered backstabbing from my 'BEST' friend before. remember chang king from scouts?? ya he and i are like damm close friends since primary one and to think that he will backstab me for some stupid position in scouts in Sec 3.. hahaha.. i was so stupid and naive.. and the sick thing was i that i can't believe that he did it.. it really disturbed me alot and it also hurts.. but i can't do anything.. it was him that chose to be like that.. i mean we can't help it as people do change.. people like you, ben and some others changed for the better and that we can't do anything if our friend decides to be like that.. so ya no point getting disturb by it..posted by Terence on 9:04:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Sunday, May 25, 2003TERENCE: hi.. too much to blog.. too little time to do so after i finished reading all your blogs.. Saturday was a real fucked up day(really don't want to talk about it).. everything went totally wrong.. had two sticks of cigarette for consolation.. Thanks melvin.. and i did nothing today.. except to go and watch movie with Chow Wee at Jurong Point.. it was his treat so i went.. anyway he also had to pay me back $20 for that cab fare.. he seemed really rich today!! then i asked, how come you got so much money in your wallet.. he said that he is working at the airport transit area!! isn't that cool?? he is incharge of bringing the poker cards and the other ammenities to the planes before they take off.. and he earns a cool amount of $8 per hour.. what the fuck is wrong with me... after the movie and many many sticks of cigarettes, he came to my house to watch another movie at my computer and we happen to watch The Matrix.. again,... what the fuck is wrong with me... after that, i stayed online until now.. MAN!!! what a fucking boring life.. LISTENING TO - ....?? i don't know ??posted by Terence on 7:35:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ /archives |
